I'm not completely discouraged otherwise I wouldn't be turning in these 4 applications tomorrow, but I do feel a bit down when I look at them. I realise how bad I messed up by not trying to work as soon as I got out of High school. I feel like I have truly failed myself. I wish I could even get a dang cleaning job, it's something I wouldn't have to look that good for but an area I know I could do well in and earn some experience/money through it. :[ Blah. I know, I'm just complaining...and there are worst cases than mine but I just can't help but vent out these feelings!! I know this is suppose to be about a cosplay thing.......but whatever. I'd like to make more costumes and even earn some money in that area since it's what I want to do. I want to be a designer...*~* But that's later...after I get through the "crap jobs" and earn my way up.
Ahhh.....I wonder if there are many like me with no good work experience, trying to find a job. :[
Even with schooling on the papers, most jobs want to see experience...not all that you know. -sigh- and it's hard to get experience when they're wanting one who already has it..especially at my age. Grrrrrrrr. I screwed up in my life already. (.____.); God help me.......
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Sheik
Its me envyofend(real name Aldo). I hope your not freak out that im following you from DB. I just want to say that I am unemployed. That might not mean much but the thing is that im 23 and have had a total of 3 jobs. The last one lasting 3 weeks and the longest one lasting 3 months. I might say I have little experience. I feel the same as you that in I screwed up my life. I wish I could go back in time and do things differently just so I would not end up so depress like I am now. Sorry if I bothered you with this i just wanted to share some things with you. Also it like 2:15am and im bored and dont want to go to sleep.
ReplyDeleteYEP. Every time I manage to land a job, it's always a year or so apart from my last one. The job I have now doesn't really cut it for funding my cosplay and lolita hobby :\
ReplyDeleteIt really is freakin' hard to find a job in a podunk little town. Maybe I can land a job at the base XD